i feel terrible=((

ve been sleep quite late during the school holidays..
if this carries on, i think i dont have to sleep on the first day of school when school reopens and that would be really tiring ya!
i tried to get to bed just now, but i cant..
sigh, i really dontknow what's with me recently.. but i think i ll be bak soon(:
sorry if i ve been giving u cold shoulders, i dont wish to.
recently, i ve been super unlucky, dont wish to mention about it, i just feel terrible.
ok, lets stop here(:

its really terrible when such things happened.
no one believe me when i mentioned about it.. only when bro mentioned about it then u believe. what do u treat me as? who am i to u? i really dontknow.. i really feel terrible..
i noticed i dont ve much friends.. is either im super close with this or i just ve hi-bye friends..
i tried to be the same, but i cant.. i really dontknow what to do..... the feeling is terrible! i really ve no one to turn to=((