fixing a broken heart.

i feel so stupid to tear whenever i am awake=( but this is not something i can control='( although 3months is short, but it really means a lot to me. to be honest, i feel very weird not messaging you, not chatting with you online and also calling you pig whenever i feel like it. everything happened just too fast. no doubt, it will take a very long period of time.

the memories we once shared.
i thought i will be strong but im fucking wrong! its just so fragile='( how i wish the feeling can just fade away like that='( sigh=( it will never be the same anymore='( if anybody gets to see this, im sorry, this is just somewhere i can rant everything out. i m feeling lousy, so lousy. if only.........
if only you know how am i feeling now.
its totally SHIT='(
i'm down, so so down='(
its a lie if i say i'm alright.
everything is gone='(
i seriously need someone whom i can rant to=( listening ears pls='(
ahhh!!!
SIGH!
thanks for everything, those perfect memories. This happened too fast, just so happening for me to swallow everything down. Thanks for all the times you gave me, thanks for all the sacrifices you had made, thanks for being there whenever i needed it, thanks for being part of my life, once. how i wish i could have u back in my life again, but i know its never possible anymore='(

you're the one&only person that made me willing to do this.
u'll never know how i feel because you dont feel the same way as i do. your love has dropped tremendously.. or worse, there isnt anymore love='( 28 oct 2007, will always be in my heart='( so many things to say.. more than words ... inconsolable=(((((((((((((((