:/

"What if i'm not living in a fast pace country like Singapore? How would it be like?" 

actually i think of this most of the time, whenever i walk to the train station in the morning, when i see people walking so fast for work/school, i always thought to myself "why so rush?" i dislike this feeling. i think i'll always walk so slowly that everyone overtakes me unless im really rushing for time. i like to walk slowly so that i can think while walking. however, this can be bad too, because life will be a bore. BUT! i really wanna try to go on a vacation in those slow pace country like New Zealand or any countries. :D heh.
come to think about it again, when is the last time you are really happy with your life? well, to be honest, i couldn't remember eh? like seriously. maybe i've missed out the little details in life.. or that i've forgotten.. hmm.. maybe i should really spend a day at home and think about it and also, what i really want in life...

so no motivation to carry on.